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Friday, October 14, 2005
hehe

Joss Stone - Super Duper Love

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Posted at 03:47 am by annakyut
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
another OFFICIALLY DEAD post...

yup... this blog is officially dead!!! i made a new blog... for the nth time! ^_^

click here:

new blog! click here! ^_^

Posted at 03:27 am by annakyut
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Friday, August 26, 2005
are you inlove?

ARE YOU INLOVE?? read this!!
Message: WHEN YOU ARE TOGETHER WITH
THAT
SPECIAL
SOMEONE, YOU PRETEND TO IGNORE
THAT
PERSON. BUT
WHEN THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IS
NOT
AROUND, YOU MIGHT
LOOK AROUND TO FIND THEM. AT
THAT
MOMENT,
YOU ARE IN LOVE


ALTHOUGH THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE
WHO
ALwAYS MAKES
YOU LAUGH, YOUR EYES AND
ATTENTION
MIGHT
GO ONLY
TO THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. THEN
YOU ARE
IN
LOVE.


ALTHOUGH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE
WAS
SUPPOSE TO
HAVE CALLED YOU LONG BACK, TO
LET YOU
KNOW OF
THEIR SAFE ARRIVAL, YOUR PHONE IS
QUIET.
YOU ARE
DESPERATELY WAITING FOR THAT
CALL AT
THAT MOMENT
YOU ARE IN LOVE


IF YOU ARE MUCH MORE EXCITED
FOR ONE
SHORT E-MAIL
FROM THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE THAN
OTHER
MANY LONG
E-MAILS, YOU ARE IN LOVE


WHEN YOU FIND YOURSELF AS ONE
WHO
CANNOT ERASE
ALL THE MESSAGES IN YOUR
ANSWERING
MACHINE
BECAUSE OF THAT ONE MESSAGE
FROM
THAT
SPECIAL
SOMEONE, YOU ARE IN LOVE


WHEN YOU GET A COUPLE OF FREE
MOVIE
TICKETS, YOU
WOULD NOT HESITATE TO THINK OF
THAT
SPECIAL
SOMEONE. THEN, YOU ARE IN LOVE


WHILE YOU ARE READING THIS PAGE,
IF
SOMEONE
APPEARS IN YOUR MIND, THEN YOU
ARE IN
LOVE WITH
THAT PERSON.

copy this and paste in a bulletin
....if you don't....
you will have bad luck in your love
life..FOREVER

Posted at 06:21 am by annakyut
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Monday, August 08, 2005
oh great.

oh great. oh great. I've been tagged.


1. What are the things you enjoy doing even when there's no one around you?

uhmmm... i dunno. ehmmm... let's see. Drawing? Well, there's nothing else to do when you're alone... Except meybe taking a bath! ahehe...

2. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level?

Crying. true. I Love crying. I'm always moved by things. So... I cry all the time. Cause I'm soooo depressed. T__________T

3. Tag 5 friends and ask them to post it in theirs.
WHYYYYYY? why do i need to? I promise they won't like it!

pochi
april
mysocalledlyf
enyllbeam
patopat


*To those people who's been tagged. I'm soooo sorry! Iknow that it's an additional work for you!!! SORRY! but I myself am a victim of this!!! agh! Ò.Ô

Posted at 05:49 am by annakyut
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Friday, August 05, 2005
hairless legs!!!

yes guys! I shaved my nasty leg hairs today! Man, It feel good. It feels a lot better. And I feel a lot comfortable. Ang weird nga e, si ate pat, she's already 16, I'm jsut thirteen! Tapos, sabay pa kaming nag-first time sa pag-she-shave! wahehehe... Tita Ada, taught us how to do it. Nung first time nga, natatakot-takot pa ko kasi ang hirap pag nasugatan! ouchies!!! Masakit yun. Bago pa naman yung blade! Tapos ang astig pa kasi yung pinang-shave ko, PINK! sooooo cuuuuuuuuuute! hehe... Ang sarap mag-shave! I wanna do it everyday! wahehe... Ang weird nga lang kasi ang bata-bata ko pa, nag-she-shave na ko, yung ngang tita ko, she was 10 years old when she shaved her legs! eeeew... di niya ma-enjoy ang pagkabata niya! Ganun daw kasi dito sa States, pag nakitang di ka nagshe-shave ng legs, you'll get picked on! Kaya okay na rin na nagshave ako! Right?

Ang smooth smooth ng legs ko! I'm feeling it right now! wheeee.... And you know what? When we were done shaving our legs, Anf we cleaned the hairs in the bathroom. Nyakerzzzz! Napakadami! Sobrang hahaba! They were too big they couldn't go pass the drain! Kaya we needed to pick it up! Ang kapal nga nung nakuha ko. Parang bangs ng tao. Pero I think naman mas marami yung kay ate pat, since mas matagal siya bago nag-shave. Pinatubo niya muna ng pinatubo yung buhok ng legs niya!

YAY talaga! Makakapag-suot na kami ng skirt. Dito kasi sa states you can't wear skirts kung yung legs mo puro buhok. Ang gara nga e kasi sa atin di yun pinapansin dito, napalaking bagay na!

Oh well. ANg bata ko talaga nag-simula naunahan ko pa si ate denise [pinsan ko na 16 years old na] Anu naman kaya ng susunod?! o_o

Posted at 03:16 am by annakyut
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Me and My Dreams

SUCK. so much. i hate daydreaming soooo much. I used to love it. But now, it just makes me so depressed! trust me. If you were in my place, you'd hate it so much. All this dreaming is just... DEPRESSING. It's so impossible. And yet, I continue to wish and think about... uhmmm... you know what. Some of you don't get it. It's always been my dream to go to Paris and live there. But I just, It's just so impossible. Sometimes, I just really wish that I was contented with my life and forget about it. But it keeps coming out of my mind and it just won't stop!!! WHY CAN'T I JUST FORGET ABOUT IT? why can't I just face that it's so impossible and nothing will happen if I dream about it everyday of my life! It would just make my life miserable and make me soooooo depressed!

If it could just come true. I have everything planned! If only I could have JB Maunier as my boyfriend and we would live happily ever after. We would meet in a cafe... He'd smile at me. We'd go to the Eiffel Tower, we'd go up up there and be sweet and cuddly. And he would hug me. ahhhhh... I'm dreaming again. If I could jsut live like my dreams.
Here's another one. (I jsut can't stop my mind, you know) I'd be asleep in my bedroom. You know like the houses in france. The small Apartment-like houses. Outside it would be a fountain. And someone would throw rocks at my window. And when I look outside, I'd see him beside the fountain, and he's sing to me. I have no idea what song it is but it was jsut so magical. (Have I told you that he's a singer?)
One last, It was time for me to go home. TO REAL LIFE. here. We'd talk. And I'd say that maybe it's just not meant to be. I was gonna run away. It was so vivid. I saw myself in a scarf and a beret. I was running. Someone, touched my shoulder. I saw him. And we kissed. And as we kissed, the snow started falling...
the perfect romantic place in front of the Eiffel tower. And those cute brick steps.... It's the most impossible thing to happen to me. I mean c'mon. It would never happen to me.
1. I don't even live in Paris. And my mom said that It was hard to get a job there.
2. JB Maunier is a celebrity. No way is he gonna fall in love with a girl like me. I'm so ugly.
I hate REALITY!

i wish i was there...


mood: depressed
listening to: A french kiss soundtrack, especially I LOVE PARIS...
.:annakyut:.

Posted at 03:05 am by annakyut
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
another new blog!

hehe... i figured na dahil itong blog na ito ay para sa mga sikreto ko sa mga kaibigan ko, i think i need to make anohter one for my to-be friends na di sanay makintindi ng language na ito! hehe... sana nga lang makagawa ako ng new friends! ^^ so here's the link! leave me a message!

my newest blog!!! yay!

Posted at 08:21 am by annakyut
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Sunday, July 31, 2005
The orientation totally sucked

Bwisit talaga. Ayoko na dito. Gusto ko na umuwi. Ayoko school dito! Children are so... Gah! I just hate them. Probably because I've never experienced being a forst timer sa school ng mag-isa. Lagi may kasama akong friend... Like last year, kasama ko si Pau sa HSAM nung first time namin. But today, I have to be a first timer. REALLY. No friends... At lalo na, my sister's not there to help me and stuff. And I'm so not used to it.

Okay, here's the whole story.
Hmm... today. We went there 9 in the morning. My parents dropped me off. As in. No parents. They left me alone since that's the rule. It's just me.  No friends. No sister. (Not that I'm so dependent to them... but hello? this is highschool... sa states? ang I'm jsut 13, and my to-be classmates are all 14-16 years old. Hah. They're like my ates already! How am I supposed to blend with these people when they're all older than me? Talagang napakahirap since no one's there to help me. T________T
I went straight to the gym (that's where we're supposed to meet...) Agh. It was hard to choose a seat because almost all of them knew each other. It's as if, I'm the only newbie. [that sucks!!!] Wala lang. Wala kaming ginawa. Teachers were introduced and stuff. nothing important. Although, they did say something about the school rules. Waht were supposed to wear, You know... stuff. After that. We went straight to our first periods... Para sa introduction... etc. Yung first period ko is Leadership ekek. Ay naku. Total disaster. I think almost all of us didn't know where we were going. Ang hirap hanapin nung classrooms. Parang college. Magkakahiwalay yung mga buildings. Ang you'll have to walk...SO FAR! And did you know na dito, students are the ones moving. Not teachers. Kaya talagang nakakapagod. Lalo na yung iba, like me, Palipat-lipat kasi ang lalayo nung classes! Grabe. Yung iba kong subject nasa other half nung school. Meron pa, nasa likod. Kaya talagang nakakapagod.
Isa pang mahirap dito is making friends. Satin, it's so easy, kakausapin mo lang... Dito kasi parang di mo alam kung sino yung lalapitan mo. Merong total WEIRDOS.  Meron talagang iisnabin kasi di ka type. MAs respectful talaga yung mga bata sa Pilipinas. Kung ikukumpara mo sa mga bata dito. Siguro lahat ng Pilipino napunta na sa langit. Chaka, parang mahirap pag di ka mukang KANO. Parang ang hirpa mag-fit in. Lam mu un?
And advice nga pala. Pag pala, sasagot ka... no need to stand. You just sit and say your answer! Tapos, di pedeng masyadong mabait na mabait. Yes, kelangan mabait pero pag sumobra, malaki ang chance that you'll be picked on. Kelangan: HALF-MABAIT HALF-ASTIG...o diba? >.<
Moving on, natapos ang tatlong classes and it was time for lunch. Now, this is one of the hardest parts. Why? Sa lunch nag-meemeet yung magkakaibigan so ngayon malalaman mo kung sino yung type mo sa hindi. And sobrang hirap pumili ng kasama. Gusto ko pumili nung wala pang kaibigan para madaling kausapin but I can't seem to find one. It was so hard!!! Nakapila palang ako, tinitingnan ko na kung sino yung gusto kong tabihan. There was one girl who smiled at me. Mukha siyang mabait pero her friends... They're not my type so I decided not to sit with them. Isa pa, mahirap mag-blend in sa mga taong first time mo palang makita tapos ang kasama pa nila, buong buhay nan linag kaibigan. Nagtingin-tingin pa ko, and after a while, may nakita ko... They're two freinds... And they looked normal [ehehehe... meron kasi weirdos as in GOTH PEOPLE.. there's one table of them!] they looked nice. Kaya after getting my food, tinry ko, tumabi ako sa kanila. Well, They were nice to me... But they never really talked to me that much at first. Then, the other one tried to, so ayun.. nakipag-usap ako. They were nice. Pero there's one problem, All they could talk about was ANIME. anime anime anime. Even they're crushes were Anime characters! Yes, they were nice but how can I talk to people who don't have the sami interest that I do?!

Hay naku.. Ewan ko na talaga. Kanina talaga. Naramdaman ko kung gano ko kamiss yung friends ko. It was so hard being a loner, you know. I miss them so much. So much that I wanna cry. I just wanna go home right now. If not... I think i wanna have a new life... In france... with Jb Maunier. But that will never... ever happen. It's just one of my silly dreams that never come true...

i'm such a loser... and a loner


 

Posted at 06:04 am by annakyut
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
things are just not meant to be...


Posted at 04:30 am by annakyut
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Filipinos really are BETTER!

wow! It's very true... No wonder many Filipinos who migrate here are doing good on their classes... Long story. I'll tell later.

GOOD NEWS!

I'm feeling a lot better cause I just learned that I'll be in 9th grade here. I know that I'll be repeating 1st year highschool, but
1. It's good that I'm not repeating 8th grade! That must suck!
2. Nyakers! If you were there! Waaaaah... students are so (let's just say..) MATURE. I mean my classmates are gonna be 14 and 15 year olds...  Lalo na kung na kung mag-year highschool pa ko! Eeeew! Mga kasin edad ng ate ko yung magiging classmates ko!!! YAK!

*We're gonna have an orientation this saturday kasi I'm a freshie, and all my classmates are newbies too... That's good! I can make some friends, para sa first day, may kasama agad ako sa school! Yay!!!

Anyway, we went to the school a while ago! (argh! I needed to wake up so early in the morning again!) That's because the guidance councilor needs to decide what grade to put us in. [para bang enrollment... or something... whatever] Ugh... It was TIRING. We came there about 9:00 am and came home 1:30 pm! All we did was wait, sit in a chair and look at the people around. How boring. It was then, that I observed na MARAMI TALAGANG MAARTE SA AMERICA. WALANG-WALA YUNG MAARTE SA ATIN. Madami sa kanila may kasamang boyfriend, naghahalikan sa harap ng tao! Mga walang hiya. I thought yung maarte satin, kahiya-hiya. Malala pa pala yung mga nandito! It's so gross. I'm never talking with those kind of people. O.O Many of them wore short shorts... instead of pants. Ganun talaga dito. they wear shorts all the time. It doesn't feel comfortable.
Anyway, after the long wait, my name was called (yes! after ten years...) We went straight to my future guidance councilor. She was nice. It was alright. It's good na hindi ako isasama dun sa mga E-SOL students. They're the students who don't know english that much. Like those puertorican and spanish students...  kakatawa [di naman sa nang-ooffend pero I'm jsut telling kung gano kagaling ang mga Pilipino! ^^] environment lang she doesn't know the meaning. O.O What the...? She's even older that me! My brother knows that and he's just in 4th grade! Man, Filipinos ARE gooood! But, when they learned that we speak english fluently, they told us na di na daw kami mag-EESOL. Thank goodness. Ang laki ng pasalamat ko na nasakop tayo ng America for a few years... AT least we learned something out of it! right?

One more thing. No wonder na talagang nag-excel yung mga Filipinos dito! Can you believe na I jsut have 4 subjects for the rest of the year? Gah! I'm not telling na nag-amamyabang ako pero, in the Philippines I had about 15 subjects nung 1st year ako! Tapos dito, four?! My gosh. Ang dali!!! Ikumpara mo naman sa dati! And I'm already taking HIGHSCHOOL a! I'm so thankful na pinahirapan kami sa Holy Spirit. (wawa naman calssmates ko!) This would be easy! haha... Sabi ng daddy ko parang college daw kasi pinapili ako ng gusto kong subjects, [except of course yung mga main like math, science, etc.] School would be fun kasi I'm the one who chose mh courses! ^^

Eto mga subjects ko:

FIRST SEMESTER:
--> French classes [oooohhh yeah! I've always wantedto learn how to speak french!!! Yay!!!]
--> Algebra 1 [We already took that up last school year, so that would be easy... I wish]
--> Drawing [Wala lang! >.<]
--> English [no comment.]

SECOND SEMESTER: (almost every subject would change here... ganun daw e)
--> Geography [oh noooooo. I hate geography. I hope it would be easy. Anyway, wala naman ako sa honor classes e! The guidance councilor asked me to choose if I wanted to be in the honor classes, I said no]
--> Algebra (honors meaning advanced) or Geometry [haven't taken geometry yet... no comment bout that one]
--> Physical science [i hate science.]
--> French [yes! I can improve my skills! ^^]

*that's all, bow. I told you! It would be easy! As in! Magaling talaga mga filipino! Yes we are!

Posted at 01:52 am by annakyut
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