Okay, here's the whole story.
Hmm... today. We went there 9 in the morning. My parents dropped me off. As in. No parents. They left me alone since that's the rule. It's just me.  No friends. No sister. (Not that I'm so dependent to them... but hello? this is highschool... sa states? ang I'm jsut 13, and my to-be classmates are all 14-16 years old. Hah. They're like my ates already! How am I supposed to blend with these people when they're all older than me? Talagang napakahirap since no one's there to help me. T________T
I went straight to the gym (that's where we're supposed to meet...) Agh. It was hard to choose a seat because almost all of them knew each other. It's as if, I'm the only newbie. [that sucks!!!] Wala lang. Wala kaming ginawa. Teachers were introduced and stuff. nothing important. Although, they did say something about the school rules. Waht were supposed to wear, You know... stuff. After that. We went straight to our first periods... Para sa introduction... etc. Yung first period ko is Leadership ekek. Ay naku. Total disaster. I think almost all of us didn't know where we were going. Ang hirap hanapin nung classrooms. Parang college. Magkakahiwalay yung mga buildings. Ang you'll have to walk...SO FAR! And did you know na dito, students are the ones moving. Not teachers. Kaya talagang nakakapagod. Lalo na yung iba, like me, Palipat-lipat kasi ang lalayo nung classes! Grabe. Yung iba kong subject nasa other half nung school. Meron pa, nasa likod. Kaya talagang nakakapagod.
Isa pang mahirap dito is making friends. Satin, it's so easy, kakausapin mo lang... Dito kasi parang di mo alam kung sino yung lalapitan mo. Merong total WEIRDOS.  Meron talagang iisnabin kasi di ka type. MAs respectful talaga yung mga bata sa Pilipinas. Kung ikukumpara mo sa mga bata dito. Siguro lahat ng Pilipino napunta na sa langit. Chaka, parang mahirap pag di ka mukang KANO. Parang ang hirpa mag-fit in. Lam mu un?
And advice nga pala. Pag pala, sasagot ka... no need to stand. You just sit and say your answer! Tapos, di pedeng masyadong mabait na mabait. Yes, kelangan mabait pero pag sumobra, malaki ang chance that you'll be picked on. Kelangan: HALF-MABAIT HALF-ASTIG...o diba? >.<
Moving on, natapos ang tatlong classes and it was time for lunch. Now, this is one of the hardest parts. Why? Sa lunch nag-meemeet yung magkakaibigan so ngayon malalaman mo kung sino yung type mo sa hindi. And sobrang hirap pumili ng kasama. Gusto ko pumili nung wala pang kaibigan para madaling kausapin but I can't seem to find one. It was so hard!!! Nakapila palang ako, tinitingnan ko na kung sino yung gusto kong tabihan. There was one girl who smiled at me. Mukha siyang mabait pero her friends... They're not my type so I decided not to sit with them. Isa pa, mahirap mag-blend in sa mga taong first time mo palang makita tapos ang kasama pa nila, buong buhay nan linag kaibigan. Nagtingin-tingin pa ko, and after a while, may nakita ko... They're two freinds... And they looked normal [ehehehe... meron kasi weirdos as in GOTH PEOPLE.. there's one table of them!] they looked nice. Kaya after getting my food, tinry ko, tumabi ako sa kanila. Well, They were nice to me... But they never really talked to me that much at first. Then, the other one tried to, so ayun.. nakipag-usap ako. They were nice. Pero there's one problem, All they could talk about was ANIME. anime anime anime. Even they're crushes were Anime characters! Yes, they were nice but how can I talk to people who don't have the sami interest that I do?!

Hay naku.. Ewan ko na talaga. Kanina talaga. Naramdaman ko kung gano ko kamiss yung friends ko. It was so hard being a loner, you know. I miss them so much. So much that I wanna cry. I just wanna go home right now. If not... I think i wanna have a new life... In france... with Jb Maunier. But that will never... ever happen. It's just one of my silly dreams that never come true...